Or at least that’s what I feel like when I run on the treadmill. It wasn’t always like that, though.
Clueless and feeling shamefully slow, I “enjoyed” running on a treadmill. There was safety in running in the controlled environment – it won’t get too hot, nearby access to water and toilets, a lot less likely that the sidewalk will jump up and trip me. It was safe. Comfortable. Time and again, I would have real runners tell me I needed to take it outside. Sure, I would agree, but never do more than the occasional jaunt around my block. Not to mention the first time I ran 10k outside was tragic.
Somewhere over the past year few months, however, I’ve had a change of heart and running outside is a no brainer. One of my aha moments came when running my first half with this view:
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| Safari Park Half, May 2012 |
Of course, not every run is picture perfect next door to a winery, but I distinctly remember thinking, this is why running outside is sooo good. It was perfect weather and completely peaceful just listening to my breathing and the footsteps of the other runners around me.
Running outside is harder. There’s the whole coordination factor (read: do not trip and fall), weather (because we get all kinds of it in SoCal), and the variety of safety issues between drivers not paying attention to the potential ax murderers lurking. I have to be more mindful of making sure my asthma is in check, and I should have to stick with the route I told the hubs I was going in just in case I turn up MIA. But it’s so much more rewarding to know I put in a tough run outside than in the comfort of space with my fellow gym rats. Most of my 130 miles (woo hoo, triple digits!!) for the Runner’s World Running Streak were completed outside, as are just about all my runs these days.
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Thanks Pavement Runner for the sweet crest! |
So when it came time to get in my long run yesterday, I wasn’t super thrilled with doing it indoors on the ‘mill. The group that I run with on Saturday mornings was doing a drop down week, which was great because I was able to have my friend meet up with me and not be the middle of the pack solo runner for once. I headed to the gym with just enough time to knock out my miles before they closed. I really wanted to get my Hot Mama Virtual Half done since the next few weeks I need to increase the miles on my long run. There are a few local mamas looking to run this together, which I would still like to do, but I know I may will want to take the easy route and finish when we hit 13.1 rather than tacking on the few more miles to keep me on schedule.
Can I just say that 2+ hours on a treadmill leaves much to be desired? I was digging the pace that I was able to keep, and added some inclines to keep it going, but there was only so much thinking, praying, and goal setting I could do in my head especially when the dude got on the treadmill near me and started running like a herd of elephants.
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| Just a run of the ‘mill half marathon |
At the end of my thinking and running, I came to this conclusion: I just ran 13.2 miles. There is nothing in Running 101 that says a treadmill run “doesn’t count.” Whether my legs covered the distance inside, outside, running, walking, or crawling, it was done. I wasn’t “cheating” or short changing myself. The point of a long run, especially when training for a first time marathon, is to cover the distance. done. Looking at my training log, if I can run inside at a sub 10 min pace for 13 miles compared to an 11 min pace for 3.5 miles back in February, that’s progress!
It felt good to check this workout off my list. I know these runs are not ideal, and they won’t happen often. I know there are definitely benefits mentally and physically in getting these runs done outside (like keeping my sanity), but I was able to head home, put my feet up, and start planning for the week ahead without feeling guilty.
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| Rockin’ the Team Tough Chik goods |
Lesson of the day: My goal is to run the Nike Women’s Marathon in October. I realized I was putting limits and conditions on how that goal is going to come to fruition, and what I consider as successfully achieving that goal. There is definitely wisdom in pursuing a plan of action to make something happen, hence setting SMART goals. However, I don’t want to be self-sabotaging and rob myself of enjoying the moment.
- If I make it to the starting line, that is success
- If I finish in the allotted time, that is success
- If I show up on race day with no regrets, that is success
How do you get past that and turn your thinking around?



































